Wednesday, July 10, 2013

Another Year Older

One year ago today I was sitting in a hotel room in Phoenix, Arizona contemplating the fact that I was about to turn 21.  I was on a detail, and had just spent nearly two weeks learning more than I thought imaginable.  The next day I went to work and was surprised with a birthday party thrown by my new found family.  This is one of the things I love about the fire community - it doesn't matter where you go, you're with family.

This year I work and live in Phoenix, but I knew when I took the job that I wanted to be at home, in good 'ole Oregon, for my 22nd birthday.  I booked my flight over a month ago, and it was a very good thing I did.  

A year ago, sitting in that hotel room in Phoenix, I had absolutely no idea the path The Lord had for me.  I wouldn't have believed you if you told me I would spend 5 weeks in Wyoming on assignment, or that I would work until November.  I would have laughed if someone told me that I would drop out of school in January to move to Phoenix, no less to work for the State.  

As challenging, frustrating, and downright hard this 21st year of my life has been, it has also been filled with incredible friendships, new families, and blessings beyond belief.  I am the youngest employee of my agency, and have the honor of being the lead dispatcher in my center.  I have learned so much this year.  I am eternally grateful to everyone who has helped me along the way.  

The circumstance I was not prepared for in any way this year, was what happened on Yarnell Hill on June 30th.  I've been told since I started in this field that, "You haven't done this long enough, until someone you know has died."  As hard and crass as that is, it is unfortunately a truth we all learn.  I never thought it would be my fire... or my crew.  The past 10 days have been..... well, I don't have words.  They have been hard.  They have defined the dispatchers I work with - beyond my expectations.  The outpouring of strength and love from all over the country blew me away.  

One of the counselors I spoke with following the tragedy of the Granite Mountain Hotshots spoke of this phase being the 'restacking of boxes'.  I know that God has a plan in and through all of this, and I know without a doubt, that this is where I was supposed to be.  My boxes are being stacked a little different now.  Some things that seemed so important before... they've faded into the dim.  And the reverse is true.  A few of my boxes that I had neglected, or left too dusty, have suddenly become bigger and more important.  

Thank you to everyone who has reached out to me in the past week and a half.  Your prayers and kind words have meant more than I can express.

As my 22nd birthday dawns, I look forward to many things.  At the top of my list is Australia. :)  For those of you who are local, hopefully you know about the dinner on Sunday night.  If not, consider yourself invited.  It's going to be a BBQ by donation.  I'll be speaking about my trip, and it'll be time for me to spend time with everyone before I fly back to Phoenix.  Call my mom if you have any questions!

Until next time,
Katie

Saturday, May 11, 2013

Busy Life

Life has flown by the past few months.  I can hardly believe that it is May already!  It just doesn't seem possible.  It seems like yesterday that I was sitting in my grandparent's living opening Christmas presents.

Work has kept me very busy.  In addition to working 70+ hour weeks though, The Lord has brought me a friend to Phoenix.  About two months ago I started praying for more Christian co-workers in my office.  I was praying for a friend, and for brothers and sisters in dispatch.  I love how God works.  He brought me someone I never would have guessed and never would have thought of.  He brought a girl from home.  Her story is a little like mine.  A job offer on Tuesday, and a flight from Reno to Phoenix on Sunday.  Charlie's story is even more moving because this moving to Phoenix was her first decision after accepting Christ.  I can hardly believe that she's been here for 2 weeks already!

Our Heavenly Father knows much better than we ourselves what we need.  He brought me a roommate, a co-worker, and a sister in Christ.  His timing never fails.  A few days after Charlie arrived, my parents were supposed to come stay for a week.  Long story short, they weren't able to make it.  God was clearly saying no to the timing.  I took it pretty hard.  Nothing like a gyro (Greek food) and new friend to cheer you up though.  Lord willing my parents will fly in on Wednesday!  I'm very excited to see them.  :)

Fire season is under way here in the Southwest.  This week started with job duties for me!  My duties now include being the Intel dispatcher, as well as the Floor Lead.  As the youngest person in my office I create a report every day for the govenor of Arizona and supervise four dispatchers.  It's crazy.  And scary, and is still a little hard to wrap my mind around.  I've gotten to know all of my Tucson guys, and it's a little sad to step back and watch someone else handle it and talk on the radio.  At the same time though, I know that The Lord is stretching me again, and pushing me outside my comfort zone.  Big time.  

Charlie and I are still loving CCV.  I'm excited to take my parents this weekend!

This journey to Australia continues to surprise me at every turn.  One of the fire guys that works with me was telling me about a hideout of his on the San Carlos this week (he's Native American).  He was telling me how to get to the cabin you have to cross the river seven times.  There are no bridges, and horseback is the only way in and out.  He was telling me how people rarely ever make it passed the second ford.  But that from the hideout you can see anyone coming from six miles away.

While some of this journey has been frustrating, scary, and downright hard, I know that at the end I will be glad that I crossed the river every time, and that I stuck to the path that has been set before me.

The morning comes earlier than my eyes want it to.
Goodnight,

Katie





Wednesday, April 10, 2013

The Beginning

It's been tough trying to find the motivation to blog with just my cell phone and a small tablet, but here I find myself tonight. I'm finding my groove here in Arizona and while it's not anything like I've ever experienced, it's not bad. I have to say, when I created this blog back in November after I applied to YWAM, I had no idea the journey The Lord had for me to Australia!

Fire season is slowly starting to make it' appearance here in the Southwest, bringing more hours at work for me. This is a blessing, as I'm not in Oregon to do fundraising, but also brings challenges. I'll be working 0630-1700 six days a week starting on Sunday. Right now we're alternating weekend days. I work Sunday this week, but next weekend I'll work Saturday.

I am so thankful that I have found a church to call home before everything takes off. It's great to have a new family who cares about me and checks up on me! I'm really loving the Neighborhood Group I'm in, and the landing point it is in the middle of the week for me.

The Lord has really blessed me with a few surprises in the past few weeks. You see, for the past few months I've really been missing my piano. I'm not sure if it's because I'm living on my own, or because I finally have time to play uninterrupted, but it had been on my heart. A few times I went to pick up the phone to call my mom and ask her if it was possible to get it down here, but I never made the call. Unbeknownst to me, my momma had also had one certain piano on her heart - and that it needed to come to Phoenix.

God provide a way to deliver my keyboard through my boss, who spent a week in Reno before Easter for some training. When he got back after Easter, and came to work with it, I was beyond words. It's amazing how the Creator knows exactly what we need and when we need it. It has made the nights less lonely, and my soul full again with music. I hadn't realized how much I truly missed music!

The second blessing came in a box from my Gammy and Papa. It shouldn't surprise me, how well they know me, but it does every time. They are such a huge part of my life, and I pray they know it, because I don't say it enough. Thank you. I love you guys!

The third blessing was a letter from my Compassion child, Kenneth. He lives in Nicaragua. And he sent me a thank you letter for his birthday gift (which he picked out this year!). His soul-bared 8 year old words move me to tears every time I find a letter in the mail from him. He's impacted my life so much. The honest, sweet questions, the drawings I receive with every letter. It is all so precious to me. I am so thankful that he is in my life.

Five a.m comes strangely early these days,
So until next time,

-Katie

Wednesday, March 13, 2013

New Church

Life the past month has been crazy weather, unexpected family visits, adjusting some more to life on my own, and a new church family.

This whole journey so far has been about The Lord providing and requiring me to trust in Him alone. I've had my doubts and frustrations along the way of course, but The Lord provides!

I shared with you all how I tried out a couple Calvary Chapels, and I just wasn't finding a good fit. I decided to take a week off from the hunt and just veg. And then one Saturday night a Facebook ad popped up with a suggestion about a news article connected to a church in the valley. I clicked on it, curious to see what this church was all about.

It was nothing I thought I wanted in a church. It was big, it was 15-20 minutes away, it was big. It was a church with multiple campuses. It didn't have Baptist or Calvary in the name. It was big.

I went anyway. I attended a church that sees 18,000 people a week across 3 campuses, with 5 services alone every weekend at the main campus that I'm attending. Okay. Big. But I showed up, and everyone was smiling. People looked at you, not through you. They asked your name and how long you'd been attending. The worship was good, the message was good. The people at the information desk learned my name, and followed up with me two days later.

The next week I went to their introduction class called Starting Point. It lays out everything about the church: what they believe, why they believe, their goals in ministry and outreach. I got signed up or a Neighbourhood Group that meets half a mile from my house every Tuesday. I've been twice now.

The thing about this big church is that they are concerned about relationships and people being ministered to. That's what I was looking for in a church, but I had no idea I could find it in a large church! And five services over the weekend really is ideal for my job. I'm not guaranteed Sundays off during fire season. But Saturday night at 6:00 pm is very practical! (And noon service on Sunday = I can still get some much needed sleep!)

I'm so excited, and grateful that The Lord provided. Why do I doubt??


In more exciting news, I talked to my momma today and she told me that the kids at home who are going to Africa this summer have raised all their money, and want to give their extra to me for Australia! They have a cans trailer set up in town, and this weekend my momma went with them to sort and turn them in. They turned in almost $1000 worth of cans. I'm floored and so thankful. The Lord will provide, and I'm just going to keep trusting Him.

In Christ Alone,
Katie

Saturday, February 2, 2013

The ups, The downs, The in-betweens.

This week has been good.  I had forgotten what working 40 hours a week was like though!  Sunday, I was able to attend a Calvary Chapel.  It wasn't the closest to choose from, but it had a smaller size, and I thought that would help.  They had a nice service, and the people seemed nice enough....{chuckle} it was easy to tell I wasn't in the country anymore.

During their greeting time, the pastor had said to stand up and say hello to the people around you.  Well, that's what people did.  They say hello, and move on.  No how are you, or what's your name.  Just hello.  As the body of Christ is that all we really need?  No.  We need relationship with other believers.  So this Sunday I'll be attending a different church.  I did go to their Wednesday night service as well, and both the sermon on Sunday and Wednesday were very good, but it just wasn't a place to call home.

On Monday, I had one of those days you just want to kind of forget.  I'm incredibly clumsy.  And I managed to spill water a lot of water on my macbook air. :/  I was doing the dishes, like I've done a million times...apparently this time I was extremely clumsy.  Oh well.  There were tears, and a desperate phone call to my momma, and that is that.  My sweet dad sent me his pride and joy tablet so I don't have to use my iPhone for everything.  He's a keeper!  Now I'm waiting for a couple of paychecks to replace my macBook Air with an iPad hopefully.  I think an iPad will be easier to take to Australia.

Now with some good news!  I'm having my very first house guest next week!  I'm excited for some crazy cousin time :)

Thank you everyone from home who has reached out to me and passed along encouragement and hellos!  It has meant so much, and you know who you are!

Phew, it's going to take some getting used to this Android tablet!  Praying for sunshine where you are, and that you have a great weekend!

In Christ Alone,
Katie

Saturday, January 26, 2013

I'm Growing Up.

My first week in a new job and a new apartment has been good.  Tomorrow morning, I'm starting the church hunt and trying out a Calvary in the area!  It's still a little crazy that I'm here in Phoenix.  It's so right though.  Guess what else it means?  I'm really growing up.  When I went to college, I didn't really feel grown up.  It was just another adventure that took me from home for nine months for three years in a row.

My freshman year in college I had a dorm room all to myself, which was nice.  It was lonely sometimes though.  The best part was that it was home base.  When I got totally overwhelmed from a football game with thousands of people it was nice to be able to go back to my dorm and just sit in the silence.

Then I moved with my best friend to a house owned by someone from my hometown.  That was a year of firsts and trials living with unbelievers.  But it was a good year too.  We lived in a quiet culdesac, and our landlord had a dog.  Cooking for myself everyday was a challenge. {Refer to my sometimes indecisive life in the last post}  That year really grew me.

Last year my best friend and I got an apartment.  We had a third roommate, but she fell through.  So we waited on the Lord for five months to bring us a roommate.  And it was the sweetest house of girls I could have imagined.  We had way too much furniture and just about every Disney movie.  My bestie and I got to host a ladies small group every week for two terms.  It was a great place.  We were in a large apartment complex, but it didn't feel like it.  Our back patio looked out onto a wildlife area that won't ever be developed.  It was peaceful.

And in between all of those places I moved home for the summer-time to work for the Forest Service.  When both of my siblings and I were home at the same time, it was like high school all over again, except with rules again... it was a little weird that first summer.  But I got over it.  I loved being at home.  Even though I didn't really have my own space, and at any moment a boy might come in and turn on the TV while you're in the middle of a book, it was okay.  It wasn't okay at the time, but it's okay now.

So now I live in an apartment complex, by myself.  Just Franny and I on this great adventure (Speaking of which, she needs some prayer... not sure what's wrong but dad thinks it will be okay).  This week has been getting used to motorcycles starting outside my bedroom at all times of the day and night, rain, work, and thanking the Lord for this amazing opportunity.  I'm growing up.  I'm an adult.  I'm living on my own over 1,000 miles from home.  It's scary and exciting all at the same time.

It's amazing, the timing of everything.  I'm also so excited for Australia!  And all of the growth and change it will bring to my life.  Good things.

Here's a shout-out to my cousin who most likely will never see this, but I'm saying it none the less. :)
Happy Birthday, Batman.
{On our cruise of the Caribbean, March of 2011.  L-R: Kourtney, Me, Batman, Emily.               Back row L-R: Michael, Luther}  


Have a great weekend!
In Christ Alone,
Katie <3

Sunday, January 20, 2013

The World was Made in Seven Days,

so why was I surprised when the Lord chose to move in my life in that amount of time?

When I posted last (two weeks ago tomorrow), I had no reason to think I would be sitting in Maricopa, AZ, hanging out at my new boss's house (In 70* weather no less... sorry, LKV peeps.. don't be too jealous) getting ready to start a new job in two days.


Two weeks ago, I was getting ready to start a new term of school, and looking forward to a quiet few months at home.  I was planning on fundraising, crafting, and just hanging out with my parents.

Haha.  The problem with that picture was it was what "I" was planning.  To really start this story, we have to go back to last June though.  I had been working for about two months, and my boss walked out one day and asked why I wasn't statused National. {I'm sorry in advance for any strange fire lingo here, I'll try to explain as I go along for those who have no idea what I'm talking about}  I didn't have a response, just that I hadn't really thought about it.  Needless to say, I was showing National by the end of the day.  At the end of a week I hadn't gotten any assignments, and I had one more day until my 'cutoff' day. (Cutoff day = the last day you want to be statused in order to be back for something.  Assignments are two weeks long with a travel day on either side.  In this case, I had a birthday camping trip planned.)

The call came in at about 4:00 on my cutoff day of an assignment to Arizona.

                                                                       (photo credit)
I decided to take it.  This was my first 'real' assignment.  I had been to our sister dispatch center a few times for a day or two here and there, and once to our neighbor to the South in CA.  So to say that getting on a plane to Phoenix, AZ was intimidating for this small town girl is an understatement.  I've always had the travel bug, and I've done lots of crazy traveling in my day, so really this was nothing.  Meeting new people and a whole new environment was the scariest part.

I got to Phoenix, and I loved it.  It was completely different than at home, and after a few days of getting used to the differences in SOP and the fact that the phone (not the radio) was my new BFF, I got into a groove.  They really wanted me to extend for another two weeks, but I didn't.  {And I don't regret it, it allowed me to go to Wyoming for a total of 5 weeks last summer}  I learned so much while I was there, made some great contacts, and had a blast.

                                                   (photo credit)

In the fire world, it really is about who you know.  The more people you're networked with and that know what you can do, the better chance you have of getting out an assignment... or getting offered a job.

The bottom line of this story is about The One you know.  I give every. single. ounce. of credit to the Lord.  He had a plan all along.  I love how the Lord is sneaky sometimes, ya know?  For those that don't know, I can be a bit of a slow decision maker.  Just ask Kayla.  Making decisions on what to have for dinner for two years has probably scarred her for life or something.  I'm not as slow as some people, but I have to do all my research and look everything over, and the whole shebang.

So, back to the story.  On Thursday, January 10th I got a phone call from the Center Manager in Arizona, offering me a job.  When I was talking to him on the phone, everything was just falling into place. (And remember, I wasn't looking for a job, I wasn't applying for jobs, I was just doing my thing... not looking for a job.)  We talked about everything, and I was blown away about all the details. The pay, the hours, everything.  And then I asked about that space of time I'm setting aside for the Lord from October to March, and how that would all fit in.  He said, "No problem, we'll see you when you get back".
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I. Almost. Started. Crying.

We hung up, I said I would think about it, and we'd talk tomorrow.  I was sitting in my mom's office on the floor.  I looked at her, and I was speechless.  We had literally just been printing sponsorship letters to send to friends and family.  I felt like I had just been transported to a different universe.  Suddenly, everything spilt out of my mouth, and then my dad was on the phone and he said he's be home in half an hour.  Mom and I went to the store.  I literally didn't know what to say.  I just kept looking at her, and we would start laughing.  It was so unreal.

We went home, and I made a pros and cons list for Oregon, Wyoming (Where I also had a job offer for  the 2013 fire season), and Arizona.  The Lord had literally worked every detail out.  The cons list had a few things, and they mostly because I needed something to put there.  Everything pointed to Phoenix.  We talked about it, how we would make it work, where I would live.  We decided my parents would drive down with me and then fly back the 22nd.  That we would leave Sunday the 13th, and all of the arrangements were made.

I wanted to get a friend's opinion, so we drove to their house and explained it all, asked them what they thought.  She told me that if she was still 21, she would absolutely take it and run.  She told me to have fun.  I left with a suitcase. :)

I went home and went to bed.

I didn't sleep though.  I spent hours praying, writing, reading the Word.  Asking for wisdom, clarity, and peace.  I'd already sent an S.O.S prayer text to my three besties, asking them to pray.  When I finally shut off the light, the wheels just wouldn't stop turning.  I was excited, terrified, exhausted, and searching.  I finally fell asleep somewhere around 1 or 2 a.m.


Friday 1/11/13
When I got up, it was still all surreal.  We had lots to do(including learning a song to play and sing in church on Sunday!).  I talked to my boss again, it was all decided (With even more of the Lord's blessings!), I would be in Phoenix on Tuesday the 15th.

Saturday 1/12/13
I cleaned out Franny (My 1997 Ford Explorer), packed my clothes, and made 26 pizzas to put in the freezer for the youth group.
                                        {This is what Franny looked like Thursday morning}

Sunday 1/13/13
I sang with the worship team one last time, played and sang offertory, and then said goodbye to my church family.  I appreciated everyone's well wishes so much!  After church mom and I met with the mission's committee to talk about YWAM and Australia, and my moving to Arizona.  It went great.  We went home, finished packing, loaded the car and drove to Reno.  My dad had a free night at the Peppermill, so we stayed there.

At this point, my body was in Reno but my mind was still sitting on the floor of my mom's office on Thursday.  Throughout this whole process the Lord has realllllllllllllllly been stretching me, and asking me to trust Him with all of the details.  Back to the Lord being sneaky:  This whole process has been set in my lap, tied up in a bow.  All I've had to do is trust that the package is a present and open it.  I'm so thankful to the Lord most high.

Monday 1/14/13
The folks and I were on the road by 6:00 am, and we drove in shifts all the way to Lake Havasu City, Arizona, where some friends recently moved.  It was a great night just chatting, and hanging out by the pool (It was warm enough to go outside!!!!!).  This sounds like an easy day, but look at a map... Reno to Lake Havasu is a littttttttle drive ;).
                                           It was warm enough to have the AC on!!!!!



Tuesday 1/15/13
We were now in Arizona time, which is an hour ahead of Oregon time.  We just took the morning easy, and drove the four hours into Phoenix.  My boss opened his home to us while we were here, so we made it to his house.

Wednesday 1/16/13
I got my Arizona driver's license!  Mom and I visited a mall that has valet parking... crazy.  Just hung out, had a BBQ that night.

Thursday 1/17/13
We drove back into Northern Phoenix and stopped by the office to get a print screen of my quals printed out. {Who forgets their red card????  Apparently me..}  Ate some yummy Greek food, and the apartment hunt began.

Note: In those first 24 hours after the phone call, we had decided that I would just stay in a hotel for a month or so until I got a few paychecks and could pay first and last months rent, a deposit, and all that jazz.  BUT, my dad wanted to see where I would be living (in a few months), and we wanted to get a better lay of the land.

We found two places, had decided on one which was nicer, and then headed back to the office to see my boss and print some paperwork off.  While we were there my dad was on his phone, looking at apartment ratings and found a place he wanted us to check out.  Mom and I went to appease him.  Of course, we ended up loving it.

The cool thing about Phoenix is that they have a preferred employers list.  And if you work for one of the employer's on the list you get tons of concessions.  Awesome.  This complex also had a "Look and Lease" special.  You get a tour, and if you like it you go back to the office and fill out an application.  If you decide to keep it you get like $500 off your signing.  (Blessings in a bundle, anyone?  Unspeakable joy.)  We looked, I loved it.  I filled out the application, and had to wait until the next morning for the background check.

Friday 1/18/13
Called to set up my electricity and internet.  More blessings?  Down here, you don't have to pay anything up front, it's all billed with the first month's utilities.  And the extra fees were all waived for one reason or another.

The apartment complex called.  I had an apartment!  Second floor, two bedroom, two bath with a patio!  Oh my goodness.  If I wasn't already feeling blessed, it was a good thing I was sitting down during all of those phone calls.

When we were at the apartment on Thursday, the leasing agent (Who was amazing!) gave us the number for her mattress lady.  We called, got her prices, and went to pick one out.  $230 for a queen sized mattress, box spring, and hollywood frame.  Did I mention it was also delivered???   Unbelievable.

Note:  When I moved home in April 2012 to start working again, I thought I would be back in college come September.  So I left everything in storage except for my clothes and a few craft supplies.  Seeing as I didn't have time to go get my stuff before coming down here, and I thought I was going to be living out of a hotel, I only brought clothes and my sewing machine and crochet hooks!  So I will be furnishing an entire apartment.  It's all so crazy!  

I signed all the paperwork for my apartment and got the keys.  Oh, and we also went to IKEA.  THAT was so cool.  I got some dishes, a duvet cover, and some hand towels.  I'll be going back :)

Saturday 1/19/13
So every day, we've been driving back and forth between Maricopa and North Phoenix, which is an hour drive in good traffic.  A two hour drive in bad traffic.  We went to see my grandpa a few hours South of Maricopa, and then drove all the way North again.

We scouted the area a little more, hit up Walmart for a dining room table and chairs, and also stopped at Goodwill and Ross for a few more items to fill my empty apartment.  Oh, and Lowes.  Every girl needs a cordless drill and a tool set!

Today (Sunday 1/20/13)
The plan had been to attend church near my apartment and start the Church Family search, but as I'm sure you're exhausted from just reading this, imagine how exhausted our bodies are!  The adrenaline is finally wearing off, and it was nice to sleeeeeep and not worry about an alarm clock!

In the last 10 days we've put 1,665.45 miles on my car, I've moved into an apartment, have a job, and I'm sure there's more I'm forgetting.

Thank you for sticking with me through this post!

In Christ Alone,
Katie